Sex Hair, Getting old and Drunken Grandmas.

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I realized today that I've gotten pretty comfortable around the people I'm around most. I had lunch with three girls that are kind of my opposites. The word sorority comes to mind. One used the f word, and I don't mean fuck. I haven't heard someone use that word that freely in a really long time. I don't like it. I kind of wanted to punch her in the face. But I didn't say anything, and I regret it.

These girls are also not feminists. Almost ever girl I associate with is, or at least seems to be. One was super-Christian. It's just weird to be put in a totally different mix of people. The only real constant was checking out boys. Just weird.

They are also not liberals, at least one of them that I'm closer to than the rest. She's pissed about health care. I feel like I should shake things up a little more often.
I got livid in my 212 class today. It was all about Thoreau. I don't care if you hate on him, but have a reason. It seemed like most of the class agreed with me though after I ranted for a little bit. I talk in circles because my brain goes faster then my mouth does, and it really pisses me off. I know I probably annoy the hell out of people in my class, because some of them annoy the hell out of me. Between the old lady putting us down because she thinks she's superior, to ponytail girl never ever adding anything of value to the conversation, I get angry. It's one thing to struggle through Thoreau, but its another to not even try, then to try and pass it off as though you did. I don't know why I get so offended when people don't read Thoreau. I guess I'm just a fangirl.

I start losing my ability to debate when people are agreeing with me all the time. I need to get out of my comfort zone a little more and enter the line of fire.

It's really weird to me that people my age are finding the people they're going to marry. Like six of them. It's kind of freaking me out. Marriage has always seemed like some middle-age thing. Romance in general still freaks me out. I am totally not at a point in my life that I even want romantic relationships, let alone marriage. It's just odd. I feel old, or somehow not old enough.

Tina turned 21 tonight and I couldn't be there because of the amount of shit I have to get done this weekend. I feel really bad about it. She went out to the bar with her mom and grandma because plans fell through with Melissa. She had fun, but it was also really embarrassing for her. It's just not fair to her. I need turn 21 right now so I can go take her out for real this time. Nonetheless, I'll make up for it. I still feel bad though. & I feel bad that I couldn't be with Meg for her 21st either. These past couple weeks I feel like I've been neglecting everything, friends included.

Tanger has his own folder on my computer now. This is the newest addition: