Okay, so...

I just wrote the longest blog entry ever, but it's really personal. I don't know if I'll have the guts to post it anytime soon. It's about my dad, my brother, my fear of the gym, and some other things..I don't know. I almost just lost it when I re-read my post about cancer and my dog because she died a few weeks ago and I still feel terrible about it. I need to go to sleep.